when I did that first follow-along with Bob, after coming home from Michaels with that hodge-podge of mismatched supplies, it was all about the process. The experience of trying something new was exciting.
Then I think something clicked in me after showing friends/family that first painting. Even though I know friends and family aren't unbiased, I was still exhilarated by the praise it received. I think, I began chasing that feeling. I need to get back to painting for the process and worry less about the end result.
I believe it's an unending tug-of-war between the two, and striking that balance between 'the joy of painting' and the joy of a satisfying product is the goal.